OK now here I am gonna post my stories ^^
I know I know it suposed to be aa Journal but.....
STORIES!!!!!!!

dead dolls

case: 1#
Baby:
Loneliness....
she sits in the corner.... the beautiful girl... all alone...
room is full of people, yet! she is so alone...
days have been since she lost it.. the thing that was growing inside of her...
everything is choking her...
her eyes they dont shine like they used to... her smile is twisted..
she is dead yet still walking, breathing, hoping.
One person asks her how she's been..
whats wrong....she shakes her head
she wants to yell
she wants to scream
but nothing is coming out...
she opens her mouth but only breath comes out...no sound no words....
at night she hear child's cry.
she hear screams!
"U KILLED ME U KILLED ME" the voices say
she couldn't take it anymore...
she runs! runs as fast as she could!
she used to be a portrait of purity...goodnes a doll
now... as she runs she is nothing...
she runs across the street she hears cars moving....beeping for her to move.... until she hears nothing....she felt something touching her right side of the body.... she was flying... over cars...over the street... the cold and rough ground felt so soft as she landed....
she hears nothing she sees nothing...
she was a doll now she is a dead doll

case: 2#
dead inside:

The mirror...the same that showed her her face..her smile... now is showing one unpleasant view of nothing but a slut!
She never smoked...now only boxes of cigarettes u can find around the house... she never drink...now she is never sober...
it all happen so fast... her best friends boyfriend was sitting right next to her... he brushed his lips against her... she didn't resist.... he kissed her..she kissed back... took of his clothes... took of hers....
she was a virgin.. she never did anything wrong to her best friend... now she lost it all...
she couldn't stand the truth that was there inside of her....
she couldn't tell it ether.... he keep t silent she keep t silent...
she slowly but surely pushed her best friend away....
from that day she wasn't the same..
she never found out but her conciseness was to big!
She never made friends again.. scared she will do something like that again....
he.... he never stopped thinking about her.....
she is still alive
but she is a dead doll inside